LOST

A year ago I downloaded LOST the tv series on my computer (I'm very sorry about this, I promise to buy the collectors edition $330+ *yeah!!* ((i roughly earn $500 a month, then deduct rent, utilities, need, etc.)) when I can afford it, Sorry ABC, Lost Actors and Actresses, Producers, Directors, Writers, Editors, Prop and Other Personnel and Personalities involved.)

I vaguely remember being able to watch a few Lost episodes years ago on our local cable provider, but it has not made any impact of excitement for me to continue watching. Maybe this is due to the fact that I have not watched the show from the beginning.

I writing this today because I am feeling very happy, empty, sad, emotional and even dreamed of a new season for Lost. I never imagined how deep my emotions were after watching the last few episodes of season six, where the main characters are dying very quickly. I read somewhere that it is better to just write something about it, to help me let go of this feeling. I even tried finding out what was the word for the way I feel after this series closed. Came up with the words nostalgic, bittersweet (in a good way). I was watching YouTube videos of everything Lost, the interviews, comic con panel, behind the scenes, bloopers, etc. I just cannot get over the series.

Lost was about mixing spirituality and science, love and hate, good and evil, past, present and future. Lost is about human nature how flawed we are and how we must accept it, learn from it and make something better out of it.

Relating to the environment, characters is really easy. I was a member of the scouting movement, I did enjoy nature at its best and worst. Same as what the cast and crew experience while filming the show. I am flawed and I could see my weakness and faults in the characters, which while watching the show made me realize that it is never too late to change my attitude towards life. How we should spend eternity enjoying, experiencing with what we have and the people we are with right now at this very moment while we are walking this earth. Because we want to have a good memory of what we have done. I mean people say when you die, everything flashes before your very eyes, I want to remember good memories.

Sayid had to sacrifice himself running to another part of the submarine to save the other candidates. He is my favorite character. :) although in real life I more to being the character of Hurley.

I cried during the dying moments of Jin and Sun, it was the saddest for me, I'm not the ideal husband and watching the two reunite after so long, made me happy and after that moment they drowned, but that was because Jin chose not to ever leave Sun.

I cried when Jack entered the church and everyone was there, it made me realize how much I wanted all my friends and family to be with me even in the afterlife.

I felt real sad when Jack was already moving through the bamboo forest lying down and what made me more emotional was Vincent came to his side, a man's best friend... Suddenly I also realized that Vincent will be alone, after a few hours of crying, well Hurley and Ben are still alive someone would still be able to take care of him. :)

Few things I learned from Lost:
Make this life worthwhile.
There are demons in our lives, we just have to acknowledge it then overcome it.

Either I keep writing what's on my mind or already stop thinking about this. If someone is reading this, thank you for your time. I hope I didn't spoil anything. 

Let Go, even if your Lost you will still find your way.