this stupid brain of mine

Why does everything have to be the alternative, or the opposite of what you want to happen?

Whenever we wanted something, its given to you, an ignored request, or just replaced with something else. which is actually easy to understand. since it depends on the people around you, who are willing to give what you want.

Now comes this stupid brain of mine... always wanting to imagine, on what will happens next. It always have to think of the best things, and yet those things just end up pretty unfair, either an alternative or even the opposite. Thus, making me wonder if i always have to think about everything negative, in order for the happening to end considerably, to what i actually want.

But, of course, it doesn't work to defy nature or the normal course of the universe or something like that. 'Cause if it did. I wouldn't be sharing any of this stuff =P

... thinking of the 3rd best scenarios...